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2003-04-10 at 4:36 p.m.
I think...and yes, it hurts, that I'm over my crushing.
I know it's not for good, and I know it quite possibly isn't completely gone, but... I don't feel it anymore. And it's nice.
I'm still going to talk about my guys like I worship the ground they walk on, especially Scott.
But ya know...it's not so much that I like Scott and only pay attention to him... because it's honestly not.
He's just the main one of my new group that talks to me the most. He also tends to lead the group a bit, and he's just an all around cool guy.
David on the other hand, rocks my socks. David is the coolest guy I've ever met. He's just...David. He loves everyone...or at least me. I know it's not swoony like love, but he appreciates me, and I can feel it.
I think he's the only one out of any of the guys I've gotten a hug from. And that was even before I got initiated into the group.
And I remember the hug like it was yesterday... no, it really wasn't yesterday, it was last year. But yeesh, it was nice. His hair smells nice. Teehee.
Carter I could care less about, but even he's talking to me now. Prather is the cutest kid... he's adorable! He's short, sweet, and just the funniest little man you could ever meet.
Ok, probably not really, but he's just CUTE! Peench his cheeks kinda cute.
Blake...ok, not going there. You saw my last... ok.
Anyway... I'm feeling more included than ever, and I know that part of it, is that, without my actually noticing it, I'm not "feeling" for Scott anymore.
It's just... not there. I love all of the guys, and I can't help that. I love that I love. But I'm not desperately seeking their affection. I'm looking for friendship.
And my god...I have it.
Please excuse me while I run laps of happiness around the world a few times....
Oook, done now. Today in math...I simply said that I wanted to see Anger Management sometime...
And Blake went, "we should go!" I asked "we who?" and he looked at me funny and went, "You and me, we" And then we started talking about making it a group thang...
And now we've asked Scott, Prather, Carter, and David if they wanna go, and they all said yes. So, if things go as planned, I'm gonna be part of a group thing. With the guys.
Never has this happened. And never have I felt so good. Heeee. Wheeeeeee. Ok.... I feel happy.... oh so happy....
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