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I vant to vin! I'm wearing my cool socks. 'Cause I'm cool. And I vant to suck your blood! Ma-ah-ah! Vun, two, taree, taree victims! Ma-ah-ah! Ah, yes... anyway... I'm, um...struggling, right now. As hard as it may seem to believe... I truly am struggling to understand what's going on at the moment. Besides the cool socks. Those are about the only things I do understand right now. I'm losing me. And I'm not "finding" anything else. I'm just disappearing. Evaporating. Evanescing, if you will. It's not fun. And it's leading to a lot of unwarranted tears and self-loathing. I KNOW this is hormones, folks. I do, I swear. What else could it be? I'm too young to be truly depressed. And, y'know, I'm not suicidal or anything. I do have a lot of things going for me... some I wish I didn't have going for me, but... I've just come to realization that, hey, joining some of this stuff was a bad idea. And I can live with the results for a while, can't I? I mean... I like writing. I can view Journalism (yes, I'm still not loving that class) as a chance to stretch my writing bounds, and work on being a leader. I'm stressing too much over nothing. I can write. I've been told so, anyway. I can lead. I've been told so, anyway. So putting these two together should be no problem. I just need to work on people skills. And then I can go. I have, uh... 8 weeks left in the class. And then I'm telling her I'm out of the Editor position. There is no way I can do well with my new schedule next semester, AND hold up an Editor position. It's just impossible. I hope she gets that. She doesn't seem to "get" a lot of things, though. I swear the lady has ADHD. Huh. Well, there's an entry that I cranked out for you guys. And just remember... I vant to suck your blood! <-Ghost-> Music: Transylvanian Concubine- Rasputina Episode: "Buffy vs. Dracula" (5.01) Quote: "No we aren't going to 'leeve yoh', and where'd you get that accent, huh? Sesame Street? Vun, two, taree, taree victims! Ma-ah-ah!" -Xander, to Dracula |
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