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School, boyfriends, cousins In response to what my lovely Lindsey said in my guestbook... Yeah, okay. I understand that, I think. I mean, I do. I know quite a few chubby chicks who I personally find annoying that have boyfriends or whatever doo-dad they call 'em today. Man-whores? "Just until I get the one I really want"s? Whatever. Anyway. I just don't understand it. And I don't know if I really do want to. Even my cousin... whom I know you've heard me complain about before, is in a relationship with this really nice guy. And I don't understand. She's not just heavy-set. I hear from sources all around me that "someday" boys will "grow up" and see how "beautiful" someone really is based on something more than "looks." Yeah, fine. My cousin has nothing. She's heavy, she's spoiled literally rotten, she's never worked a day of her life, and she has actually hit this guy when he didn't give her her way. She has no brain. She's not smart enough to realize how much money she has in the bank, and has overdrawn three times in the last month. At least. She has a history of violent outbursts, rapid mood swings, chemical imbalances and stealing credit cards and SpeedPasses to go spend money for her friends. If she can get a guy, why can't I? Honestly, I don't care. I'm not looking for a guy. I wouldn't know what to do. I have my friends, and my friends and family love me. It just bothers me sometimes. But I won't be able to hold my head high and be "crushed" for a long time. So, there you have it. Speaking of having it, I have school to go to. Whee. <-Ghost-> |
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