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I vant to vin!
2003-10-19 at 8:57 p.m.
I'm wearing my cool socks. 'Cause I'm cool. And I vant to suck your blood! Ma-ah-ah!
Vun, two, taree, taree victims! Ma-ah-ah!
Ah, yes... anyway...
I'm, um...struggling, right now. As hard as it may seem to believe... I truly am struggling to understand what's going on at the moment.
Besides the cool socks. Those are about the only things I do understand right now.
I'm losing me. And I'm not "finding" anything else. I'm just disappearing. Evaporating. Evanescing, if you will.
It's not fun. And it's leading to a lot of unwarranted tears and self-loathing.
I KNOW this is hormones, folks. I do, I swear. What else could it be? I'm too young to be truly depressed. And, y'know, I'm not suicidal or anything.
I do have a lot of things going for me... some I wish I didn't have going for me, but... I've just come to realization that, hey, joining some of this stuff was a bad idea.
And I can live with the results for a while, can't I? I mean... I like writing. I can view Journalism (yes, I'm still not loving that class) as a chance to stretch my writing bounds, and work on being a leader.
I'm stressing too much over nothing.
I can write. I've been told so, anyway.
I can lead. I've been told so, anyway.
So putting these two together should be no problem. I just need to work on people skills.
And then I can go. I have, uh... 8 weeks left in the class. And then I'm telling her I'm out of the Editor position.
There is no way I can do well with my new schedule next semester, AND hold up an Editor position. It's just impossible. I hope she gets that.
She doesn't seem to "get" a lot of things, though. I swear the lady has ADHD.
Huh.
Well, there's an entry that I cranked out for you guys.
And just remember... I vant to suck your blood!
<-Ghost->
Music: Transylvanian Concubine- Rasputina
Episode: "Buffy vs. Dracula" (5.01)
Quote: "No we aren't going to 'leeve yoh', and where'd you get that accent, huh? Sesame Street? Vun, two, taree, taree victims! Ma-ah-ah!" -Xander, to Dracula
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