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2003-12-05 at 11:57 p.m.
Interesting guestbook sign... strange, strange website that is.
Hey, guess what? I stayed home from school...er... yesterday. Well, it's Friday, but technically, now it's Saturday.
I'm trying to get some work done on that paper still, and I'm also struggling, because I slept all day. I want to go back to sleep, but...you know how that works.
Yeah...so, somebody with a medical degree or a brain, explain this to me: I'm stuffed up, I'm achey all over, I have a bit of a sore throat, my stomach feels wonky, and I feel like my head is about to start hurting really bad at any second.
Do any of those symptoms connect?
Oh, and I've discovered the problem with having a diary that both my parents know about. If I have a late assignment that I whine about in here, I get flak from them later.
Also, if I complain about, say, them, that'll never go over well.
So, the other day... my mom and I got into a discussion about me. And my problems. I've talked a lot about my lack of confidence on here... because that's what I do.
But... mom's never really believed that I don't believe in myself. All she did was blow me off with a flippant, "Oh, you're wonderful. You have good grades, everyone loves you. You have to feel good about yourself."
She wouldn't listen.
But anyway, the other day, I finally started talking to her again about it, and I guess she started listening when I started crying, because now she's scouting around for a psychologist for me. I'm gonna see a quack!
I've always wanted to go see a psychiatrist/ologist.... it's just been this strange dream of mine. I'm quirky, don't ask me why.
But, I'm kind of afraid that somebody will just listen to me, and then tell me it's all my mom's fault and send me packing. I don't want blame for anything... I want help.
I want to feel proud of myself...
And right now, I also want to feel unsick.
Anyway, back to Morocco with me. Just thought I'd give you an update.
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