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Big Bawlin' I'm posting an actual diary entry now. I just added that review so that it'll stay available, but god, I need to talk for just a minute. Today was horrible. Just...because. I mean, in general, it should've been great. My head didnt' hurt much, I played pretty well in Chapel, and I had a blast with my friends during class and lunch. I hate being a girl. In some ways, I like the fact that I'm a girl who can be such good friends with a bunch of guys, cause if it were the other way around, that'd be kinda gay-looking. But...just right now, I HATE being a girl. I was pissed at everyone today for no real reason, except my friends. I mean, I wasn't very talkative, but I wasn't mad at them, but everyone else...god... I think I killed my family's spirit tonight. It's not my fault, I tried to get home quick so I could just retreat into myself and be away, and not all spirit-killing, but it didn't really work. By the time we got home, I think dad was mad, and I felt worse. I need to go watch something really sad. Or I need to get really mad at something. Before I rip somebody's head off for no apparent reason. I'd rather bawl my eyes out at something though. *grr* <-Ghost-> |
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